hi nlw - haven't had time to read all of your thread, but will start on that today. the little i've read - you're right, we are both so much in the same place - and i'm so pleased that you came and found me:)

i know those mixed messages feel awful - i know exactly what you feel - it's because we look at everything and try to read some hope into every little thing.

it messes our heads up BAD. so you and i have to stop doing it , right. and get our sanity back

hope you're having a good day.

h's grandmother took some of my shawls to her get together with the old ladies this morning, and one of them bought one. it thrilled me - it was one ready for the sale on friday - but heck, i have time to make another to replace it.

every time you feel down - move to a better feeling thought - that's what i'm trying to do - it helps when i do it. it's an effort at first, but i imagine it will become a state of mind

((( )))
zig


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"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"