Not sure where to start, Part 2

[wishing, hoping]

So today I am wearing the new clothes I got plus the new shoes. I do feel like a new woman. : )

Unfortunately it is raining cats and dogs right now and it isn't doing very much for my mood. I am still upset that H didn't try to call the kids last night. I guess I didn't expect him to want to talk to me, but I thought he would try to contact the kids. Geez this hurts. This detaching thing is just not coming easily to me. I feel like if I detach I have to pull away completely and almost be cold or if I am loving I feel like I am pursuing. It is difficult to find that perfect balance.

Another busy evening with S's soccer practice and D's soccer pictures. Maybe we will get take out tonight or maybe stop for ice cream. : )