My last post was on Friday. Things were looking up. Today is Tuesday and this is no longer the case.
*Saturday* we went to her favorite area in town. We drove around looking at dream houses closer to the city. We went to lunch at one of her favorite restaurants. That evening we looked at potential vacation destinations.
*Sunday* I did some work around the yard and she did some work inside. At one point she said, "huh. I guess living in the suburbs isn't so bad. I might be able to do this." Another time she said, "If you keep being like you've been the last two weeks I think we'll be ok."
She also said I was turning into my father and that I needed to get out and do things. I've always been an introvert but these days I might go out with friends once per month. I'm not up on current events or politics (her passion). I work on hobbies and tasks. I'm loyal. I've also probably slowly turned into someone really boring.
Sunday night she held me close. She said "I love you" multiple times.
*Monday* morning she left for work and gave me a big playful hug and a kiss. I went to work feeling like a king. She held me close when going to sleep.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
