wh, You are right where I was at Halloween. I went to a school event, broke down...anxious, panicky.
It gets better. So much better. Hang in there and work on yourself and finding yourself again. Seriously, I'm at the point now where I can go to things (6 months later) and I feel okay. I actually feel a little happy sometimes that I can go home and do what I want.
You will get through this!
M 44, H 46 D11, D9, D5 Married 12 years PA confirmed 9/2011 I filed 3/2012 H moved out 7/2012