I'm so ready to be off the emotional rollercoaster.
I was doing really well yesterday and through most of today until about 2 hours ago. The weather is such a trigger for me, and it happened during the kids' recess. I just started seeing all those lines in the chats I found and thinking of what little evidence I did have. And it took everything in me not to lose it right there.
I realized I was rocking back and forth like a mental institution patient.
Should you never contact the OW, ever? Even if it seems like they're willing to talk? Even if H is ok with it?
