What do I do next? Part 3

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Luvhurts... I have not read your entire sitch but heard a cry for help.

I'm really sad you're hurting and can't seem to find your way out. But I will put it out there.. And you've heard it a million times before.. We have been there.. And it does get better.. If you so choose.

I am 37.. 2 small kids (5 and 2).. I juggle with caring for them and work as well. I work nights to accomodate child care. My H has the kids every second weekend.

It has been an upward battle.. I felt I didn't have many friends but through this process, I learned I have more friends than I thought. It just became clearer when I reinvested time in them. After a while.. People do get tired of the moping so I had to choose not to. So for GAL.. I had to force myself to just go. I am not financially flushed.. The kids and I pop popcorn and have "picnics" and a movie.. And coffee and people watching with a gf has become a favourite pastime.

I hope you choose to find you. It's an amazing gift. But it take courage.. And an open heart. Do you have it in you? I hope so. ((((( )))))