What do I do next? Part 3

[luvhurts49]

For me, meeting new people isn't the easiest thing to do. Between my work schedule, time with the kids, getting things done that need to get done around the house, dealing with attorneys ($$$), bills ($$$), and everything else, there doesn't leave much of anything left for me.

I have the friends I have (not many), but can't really do much because this D is sucking every last penny out of me. And I mean trying to come up with money to rent a Redbox movie broke. Venting doesn't seem to help, I just end up thinking more about my W and going to an IC (again, $$$) doesn't seem to help me much either.

I talk to what friends and family I have left, but it's just the same of stuff over and over again and I'm sure they're getting sick of me always talking about my problems and cryin on their shoulders. I am just completely lost and I don't have any idea on how to get back. When my W left, she took all my strength with her and I just can't seem to find anymore.