DBing while settling finances

[needgrace]

i need to vent and don't want to vent to her or wear out my dear sweet friends.

i am just so very sad today. i keep leaving her alone and she just keeps going further and further away.... first the move, now an OW...

i am allowing myself to be frustrated by how she has recreated the past. she says that we tried to talk, that I knew we had problems, that she tried to work things out. .. all i see is her running, from the first day she said anything, and getting scared anytime she would take a moment to try and look back....

i am so sad that she is moving towards filing this week.