H kept texting me (and called once) over the weekend asking me to have the kids call him. He hasn't had them since last Weds morning and won't have them until this Fri because of his work schedule. I ignored him until he started to get all huffy about it. I finally told him that I will have them call him but from now on he can't be doing this. I don't harass him while he has the kids and I told him he needs to respect my space. Talking with him makes me so angry and sad and then I take it out on my kids and I'm so sick of it. I had such a great weekend and then he ruins it all just by talking to me. Just by existing... it is ridiculous.
He told me that he's not trying to hurt me anymore and he will always feel horrible for the way things happened. But since we have kids we still have to communicate. And he may not be feeling what I'm feeling but he is also hurting.
The only thing he is hurting for is his kids. I have no sympathy for him. He will never have an inkling of how much he has hurt me. When he's hurting he just goes and has sex with OW and makes himself feel better. So pathetic. I'm not interested in listening to anything he has to say so I told him to leave me alone. All I want to hear from him is when and where he's going to pick up the kids.
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.
