you hit the nail on the head with that. my drinking betrayed her trust.
as far as getting that back...idk.. i'm going to my aa meetings, did treatment, havent drank, i'm going to church. i am very serious about my sobriety. i think it scares her in a way.
i'm looking at her like an addiction now. let go and let god. i cant change her, only myself. it is so discouraging tho. sobriety is alot eaier for me right now.
