Brooklyn Babe

[BklynMom]

Much better day today and interaction with H. I am always happier receiving the kids back then giving them up. (If I were only more generous).

H called me when he was walking D3 to school and said she was having a fit cause she didnt have her favorite blue jacket if they could stop by en route. I said "of course" and then I was so excited, cause I knew that we could all walk to school together. It was wonderful. I carried the d1 who will be d2 on friday and she was so so cute and sweet and sooo excited to see her mommy.

We had a nice walk to school and stopped for coffee on the way home. H talked about his job and I told him how great he was at it. He asked me about a career move and my initial response disagreed with his. I back away from my position a little but still dont think I validated his side enough.

I kind of beat myself up a little when I dont think I give the perfect answer. I know my DB coach would say just repeat what he says and validate, validate, validate. But I know I have to be true to myself some too. I get confused and just get mad at myself for not being perfect.

H said he would come by later with D3's "woofie" cause she likes to sleep with him. We both forgot about it but needless to say D3 remembered him at bedtime and starting crying "Daddy forgot my woofie" I was able to calm her down but dont know how or if I should mention it to him.

Today the main thing I was thinking to myself was my H is a fool. We had such a nice walk and the girls love us both so much. And I am so not an evil b!tch

But I know H is not very busy at work this week so I know he will have his lawyer do something. I know I know cant predict the future...