Thanks Val. I do realize that alot of how I felt had to do with me and not H. I do. That is what I feel like I have changed the most on realizing that. I think a lot of that is from my parents, I never felt good enough or that I did things to make them happy. I am trying to break that cycle with my kids. All though sometimes I think I went too far the opposite way! They are convinced the world revolves around them!
I am much happier now I feel better about myself but I still beat myself up about my weight. I need to work on that either do something about it or realize this is my body and deal with it. Gave me 2 wonderful kids can't be that bad.
This board has really been a lifesaver. Yesterday I was so down and it helps so much to come here and have people know how I feel and understand what I am going through and be able to lift you up. I so appreciate it!!
