thanks I am going to go and look at those posts. I will try anything!!
I am back to feeling better today I know at the end of the day my H is losing out especially with the boys. He is going to miss so much and me I will be there for everything. I just felt so sick when I saw that picture of them together but I know that is why he went to England just wasn't expecting to see pictures. Guess that is what I get for snooping!
I know I am a good person, yes I have faults but deep down I am a good person. One day H will realize what he threw away. Hopefully in the case of the boys it will be sooner rather than later. No matter what if we do D I want him to be a father to them and he just can't do that from 4000 miles away.
