I do want him to come back more so for the boys than for me. I would never go back to how things were last year no matter what. I would rather be alone forever than feel like I did last year. I hated coming home it was like walking on eggshells, everything I did was wrong.
I hope he comes back to be their dad even if it is 5 years from now. They need a dad. I dont know how to teach a boy to be a man... I wanted us to be friends and co parent even if we did get a D. He kept telling me it was too hard to be friends?? umm you left me??
