Not sure where to start, Part 2

[wishing, hoping]

Yeah the Stepford Wife thing would not work for me. He would know I was being fake. I didn't show him any hostility when he was on the phone wIth me. I told him it wasn't a problem for me to pick her up. I was nice but not pursuing.

He came home tonight and was really nice. I mean really nice. I havent seen him be that nice to me in months. Kinda sad because it was so much like the H I used to have. Now two hours later he is back to Mr. Cranky Pants.

H also told me back in January when he saw trying harder that pushed him farther away. So I am searching for that balance of being nice but not fake. It's very hard. I notice when I joke around with him he is very open to that. But I try not to have it come across as pursueing. He always said he like my dry sense of humor.