This is why this forum has been a Godsend! As you get further away from the events you know you are getting better but there still are these fragile moments where you need perspective, support, friendship! Thank you all so much! I absolutely AM better - but the gnawing doubts and overthinking remains.

Have a great week!


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Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time