I had a great time at the photography workshop I went to last weekend. There was actually a good looking male photographer there that I was finding myself very attracted to and it made me realize that there is life out there for me with someone else. It feels very empowering and I'm starting to feel alive again. I've been losing myself in this mess and I've felt very defeated for a long time now. No more. I am better than this.
I've continued to cut off all communication with H and will continue to do it for as long as I can. I've also continued to look for a job and for a place to live that I will love. Good things are ahead of me, I can feel it.
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.
