Did some thinking today during this rainy NYC day and my mind wandered into a weird territory of how I could get my W back even after a divorce. Its like, how would I manage that on my own end? I realize I probably can't since any action I would do would constitute pursuing and I of course realized if this is to work again, she would have to be the one to initiate it.
But what do I do besides that? Do I just keep on with my life and keep being a dad and keep doing me? It gets old after a while and I miss that companionship, that sense of family...the home, having someone next to you while you sleep at night and wake up to them in the morning. Make each other breakfast and that whole nine.
Guess I'm just missing what once was and just needed to write it out. Hope everyone is doing the best they can as well...
