Well just about through another Sunday. I got alot done today. It definitely pays to stay busy. Talked to some friends today too. Thats always nice.
My daughter was here this weekend. Last night we had supper and saw American Reunion. Then a little shopping. We had a good time. The kids are trying to spend more time with me. W has been suggesting this and I guess I'm okay with that.
Tonight I grilled myself a couple burgers. That was a first. It also reminded me just how lonely I am. I miss loving my wife and her loving me. I miss her smell, the sound of her heels coming across the room. The sight of her. Why did this have to happen? I want that feeling of being in love, safe and secure. Back to the days of never even having the thought of her being with someone else. I hate where my life is at. I cant even see a.couple on tv without my heart starting to ache. How long will this go on?
