Thanks!! I have been trying to work on me. I am booking a cruise with my sister for June so I am going back on my diet tomorrow and am going to start working out. I know it will make me feel better. I need to figure out a way to get out of the house more but that is hard with the kids.
My sister has offered to take the boys one weekend a month but I feel bad. I know stupid but it is my responsibility not hers. A night would be great not a weekend. My brother came over today for a few hours with his son so I got out and did some errands, much easier without the kids. That was amazing to me my brother isn't really close to me so even he can tell I need a break.
I know the sex thing has him under her spell that was his BIG thing that I didn't want him enough. I didn't feel loved or appreciated and I gained weight so I felt unattractive. I cant really do a 180 on that can I?
Thanks for the support. You know how much it means to have people in your corner.
