I was very busy today. I worked and had dinner with a friend. Got myself totally bummed out when I called my girls to say goodnight over the phone. I hate it. I hate when people say it will be better when they are older and can talk more. I hate that I am a part time mom. If my H didnt want a family why did we have one.

I am venting. I know I have many many things to be grateful for but sometimes I hate him.

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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13