Not sure where to start, Part 2

[wishing, hoping]

You sound like my friends who tell me I should get away for a weekend and leave the kids with him. He needs a reality check for sure.

H hates his job and he is completely overwhelmed. His family is dysfunctional and they have fallen apart in the past year. But of course everything bad is my fault. I remember one day in December he was buying a workout center off Craigslist and asked me to answer the phone if the guy called. I did and told him to pick up the extension. I heard H on the other phone and the guy respond so I hung up. Apparently the connection was not good and he lost the call. He was angry at me so I said what did I do wrong now? And he responded "everything."

Maybe this D is a blessing. Maybe we just need some major time apart to get back to normal. It's not like we wont see each other.

I wonder if I left if H would even care? It would be hard to leave the kids for sure.