When H called tonight I didn't answer the phone just handed it to S7. Just couldn't deal with talking to him and acting like everything was great after seeing him and OW all happy on FB. I don't know why it felt like a punch in the stomach I know that is why he moved, wasnt to be close to his family.
I just don't know if I should be talking to him when he calls or not. Sat we talked for a long time but guess it meant nothing. S5 always tries to give me the phone after he talks to H and H always says I don't need mom. But if I answer he will talk to me. I am sure I am reading too much into it but I really felt good about our talk on Sat was like normal but just set upself up to get hurt again.....
