It also appears that W may be going through MLC, not sure. We began dating when she was just about 18...now turning 40 this year. Seems she feels that she never had a chance to be herself and why not do it now since she feels miserable and still young enough to still be attractive and vibrant to find another. Still not 100% sure there isn't OP now but just don't get that feeling...have always trusted her in that regard.

The fact that she suggested for me to find another seems to be the final nail in the coffin...as if she just could care less about us at all. This is so hard since we've both spent more than half our lives together...I can't think of being with anyone else except her. Has anyone invented a time machine yet? I need to go back and fix this...I just KNOW we are meant to grow old together...either that so I can fast forward to the time where the pain has subsided, I'm so miserable but trying real hard to come to grips. Darnit! mad How could I have let this happen to my beautiful family?!!!

Me:44, W: 39
D:16, D:14, D:11(special needs)
M:17, T:21+
Bomb:3/18/12
W contacted mediator for D:3/27/12
Separate since bomb
Mediation, signed agreement 5/17/12
No talk of D since mediation