Thank you for reading my posts and for commenting. I'm so grateful that my situation gives you hope!
I read up on your sitch last night and will be following you in your journey. I'm sorry you've hit a rough patch, but as you mentioned, putting your marriage in God's hands is the best thing to do. You can only control YOU, so focus on making Angel the very best you can be, and you will see positive changes in your relations with others (hopefully with your husband). I, too, am a woman of great faith, and without it, I do not think I could be at this point of forgiveness and recovery.
Yes, I've been knocked down many, many times in this journey. However, when I searched my heart, I was never truly content with walking away. Yes, I was in a very good and healthy place and knew the kids and I would thrive should my husband and I divorce, BUT...when he came back with an interest in reconciling, I knew it was right for the kids and particularly ME to give it another shot. I'm so very glad I kept an open mind and heart, in spite of the multitude of hurt I've had.
So first and foremost, take care of you...and focus on you. I'll be praying for you and your marriage. And, I'll be checking in on you.
