Not sure where to start, Part 2

[wishing, hoping]

Hi H&P

When I talked to my DB coach she told me not to enable the other woman and to be the better option. She told me affairs usually only last 6-9 months but idk. My H is stubborn and I just dont think he will ever regard me as a better option. And even if he does he Won't admit it.

I do think he wants me close in case things don't work Out with the OW but I don't know what to believe. It is hard to compete with the fantasy. And the biggest thing is she is not me. That's what he is running from