Please just remember that right now things seem awful and hopeless. Things will get better.
I am also struggling with getting the physical things done that I need to do to make my world right and mine again. I sort of divided up my house, his areas, my areas.
I work on a little bit at a time, maybe pick one room a day to work on, not look at the whole house. I actually have picked my bathroom, or the laundry room as the room to work on. (Small rooms, easier!)
I hope things get better at work and at home for you. I hope you find some nice people to be in your life and support you as friends do!
Aloha,
Wendy
Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32 D final 9/12 Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!