Is it the destination... or the journey... that matters...?
right now...?
It seems like you are anticipating and anxious to fast forward to the end credits... rather than enjoying the little things... the appetisers...
look for the little, positive, baby steps... rounding the bases... you have to get to home by rounding the bases one at a time... in order...
KD, OF COURSE I want to fast forward! One of the things I'm working on is enjoying the little things in life. Everything doesn't have to have a parade WITH floats to be positive. Its a hard thing for me to do.