Hi Zig - feeling better thanks. After my little vent, up floated an inspiration of not having to have the same R at all if it ever restarts again. I can be me and have my R in a totally renewed way. This is all just an idea, and reality could be a challenge, but for now, if feels good to want that.
You're totally right Zig - out of mind - wiped clean. Ok, I clearly have some meditation to do for myself tonight.
And yes, allowing doesn't have any deadlines. I guess it's just to placate my ego
