Today was hard. I was at work, and I missed a call from my S4's pre-school. They called my H instead and he went to pick him up because he had thrown up at school. They said he didn't have a temp but said he felt sick. My H said that after he picked him up he was asking how long he had felt sick and my S4 said I am not sick I am sad.

We haven't had the talk with them about my H moving yet, so my H says "I am sure he just feels your negative energy". I can't believe this is the same man I have been married to for 10 years. Have I had blinders on this whole time?

I am so sad for my kids, they deserve better than this.


M 37, H 37
M 10, T 12
S 4
D 2
3/14/12 ILYBNILWY
4/2/12 H consults a L, files nothing
4/26/12 H moves to his new place

I do not want to have regrets