Is BDay gift buying pursuing? I didn't see it that way, but maybe it is. I just couldn't not get him something particularly after the debacle he went through last week with my pressie. At least it wasn't D&G's The One For Men cologne.
The reason for the deadline is because I want to get some movement in this arena. Limbo land is too close to hell for my liking. I'd rather take my chances. Say he doesn't wake up for another 2 years - yikes!!
I don't think I can go through the summer with this thing being unresolved one way or another. I liken it to what a doctor on call must feel like. A part of me is reserved - just in case something might happen. I want all of me back.
Actually, as I say that, I realise I should have all of me back all the time regardless. Hmmm, something to think about. I guess I feel guarded and I'm tired of feeling on guard.
