Today has not been a great day for SIW, morning was decent with W, but S10 has been increasingly acting up since we went to FA. W leaves at 6:45 and I am alone with them til school at 8:25. He was acting up so much today that I locked myself in my room and texted W saying that S10 is having one of those days.
She called and talked a bit. I do have a hard time not telling her how I am feeling. She told me it was ok and that S10 has been on a tear lately.
I really am fighting the urge to snoop on my W again. This being in limbo messes with my mind which then in turn makes me anxious and more nosy. W has told me she is confused and does not know what she is doing so what good would snooping do?
Regarding the finances I did tell her that I looked at the bills and believed that what we had to pay was much less than what she wanted. She then provided a list and gave me access to her account so that I could verify that the referenced bills were being paid. I don't think this a d*ck move on my part and would fully expect that if the shoe was on the other foot she would want the same.
