You are going to be cycling through these emotions for awhile. You have to stick to one consistent thought and follow through each and every time. It's the only way to make whatever changes you made, stick.
Just a week ago you were mentioning how much you were ML and how much you love her, etc. Now you're saying you're done.
You can't be loving to her one minute and then hate her the next. How about using the ML opportunity to strengthen that intimacy? How about doing something completely different in the bedroom that would blow her mind and again show her why she married you?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.