Wish you the best Kimmerz. I know it hurts. I wish I could say it goes away quickly. That you go to sleep upset and wake up happy. That it happens autonomically - without you even thinking about it.
I do know you'll come out of it better. I do know that he may never come out of it. I also know that although you feel certain things from him, his actions say otherwise and in the end, you can really only go by the actions and what you will and will not accept from anyone. Based on that, your choices are few where it concerns him at this time and it is sad.
Take the time to get yourself past this.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
