Thanks guys.

I have done a lot of work on myself since the fall, it's nice to know you guys have noticed too. What's funny is it took me months to get to where I was in the fall. It you had heard me in the summer I was in hysterics from may to august.

In mid July I started drinking one day at 10am just to calm myself down and keep from crying hysterically. A week later I poured all the booze in my house down the drain.

End of July I found alanon.

End of august I began lurking on these boards

In sept I got on meds and that was another big step.

I had barely had it together enough to take care of my kids. I will say in those darkest of days my girls are what keep me going. When I think of last summer I remember days of heaven with my girls in the park and nights of hell waiting for my h to come home from the bar.


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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13