I just want to be friends...Pt2

[breakdownbill]

Journaling:

Been super busy and engrossed in Uni again, so I may post only from time to time when I get a moment.

Same here, got 4 weeks left & the pressure is on!! In my final year - dissertation = hell

Tomorrow is H's b-day, and I bought him a couple of books. I was going to get him D&G's The One cologne. I smelled it on my brother and it is a great scent!! However, I decided at the last minute it might not be appropriate, or send the right message. So, I opted instead for a couple of books that I know he would like. And, I delivered it to his place, and it is waiting for him on the stairs when he gets back. He normally emails/texts pretty quick but I haven't heard anything - yet.

Hey good choice on the gifts - why would you want to help him smell good if he's not there to be sniffed ;-) you know what I mean - plus books are a personal gift - which I appreciate when I get a good book from somebody. It takes a lot of thought to get it right.

It has been a wonderful day otherwise. I like focusing on my future and building my knowledge through education and making contacts and so forth. I feel fulfilled by that.

Like your take on this - you are using your time to make the things in your life which are positive better for YOU - I'm trying to do exactly the same.

However, I do really miss basic romance. I want a R that is expansive enough to let me carry on with my own career...and, that is TRUSTING enough so that I don't waste my energy worrying - like I used to in my old M. I want a trusting, loving R (who doesn't!!)

Maybe when we are stronger - some whirlwind romance will enter into our lives and sweep us of our feet - you've got to keep on dreaming.

Thank you for checking in YC

Good luck at UNI

Bill