look, broken... you're fixing yourself and from what I read THEN to what I read now... you're a heck of a lot better...
Some wild thoughts in your head that migrate to your brain when they prolly shouldn't... so keep working on that... and get to working on stopping those thoughts...
We all want to see our spouses reaching out to us or suggestions that they are thinking about us... so we will pretend they exist, even if they don't... or worse... we will act on something that actually was accurate, only to have them deny it... and there's no way to know if we actually made a "right" guess...
which is why we say, the LBS SHOULD NOT MIND READ!
It ain't over unless you want to listen to the folks who tell you to move on...
And you can choose to move on, but you can keep working on you and be open to what ever may happen in the future... whether it has to do with a new love (with the benefit of your new, better self) or... some other person... you know...?