I'm at this stage is it worth it? Yes for my kids it is.
What do I want out of this? I want to be a better man. I would like to think I have become that.
Though I kind of feel like it is a flesh wound and I will keep on. Like in the Monty Python sketch I keep dusting my self off and engaging in this dance with my w. My w seems to be done but can't or won't take the final steps. It would be nice to served papers so I know where I stand. I understand it is not good to take the temperature of our R. I would like to see an action. I had a good conversation with a priest last night. After I described my story to him. He said that I have been in a holding pattern delaying what my w wants. I corrected him I said my w was free to go. I have not prevented my w from leaving. I will not keep my kids from my w. We had a good conversation that I have joined the Catholic family services - living with Divorce and Separation. I start on Thursday night. I will be sitting around with other people in our same predicament.
H 37 W 38 M 11 T 18 D 4 S 10 Bomb 27/11/2010 Separated still living in the same house 1/1/2012 No D Papers No Separation Papers
