Last night I gota wild hair and went to see my W. I have mixed feelings about doing it.
Last weekend and lately I have been feeling the need to talk to my W about where we are going with this separation. I have so many questions that keep cropping up in my head. Also I had discovered in my snooping the possibility of another OM. Also a email account that I didnt know about.
So I thought of a way to play dumb and slip some this into our conversation. Turned out to be nothing. I didnt mention the email thing. Dont know what to do about that. I have to trust her I guess. She would be furious if she knew of my investigation.
I know what you are all thinking. What happened to detaching? Im still under her control I quess. I am going back dont worry. She has not given one inch and continues to find peace with her new life. I asked her if I make her so unhappy when Im around why doesnt she let me go. She doesnt know. She also said the things that went on just before the separation ie hugging,kissing and sleeping together, probably shouldnt have happened.
