Well done!. For the most part, it does get easier...
Uh, hey, please don't skip over the first part of that post..
the part that says "your h has a pattern"...it's not an aberration in his behavior but a continuation of it...
maybe he sees conflict, or simply feels bored, and He jumps ship...
He isn't keen on changing. He may never change.
So when you envisioned yourself happy, my guess is
that it was with a h who values you above all others
and about whom you have NO doubts...that's a good feeling.
You deserve it. Way to go on the GAL stuff for this summer b/c it
Sounds like you have a great summer planned.
(HEY- it gets better)
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016