you know how on a really windy day and you're walking into it... and all of a sudden, the wind just stops... and you fall... or almost fall...

yeah... that's what happens when resistance stops... we stumble... we fall... and like ces says... we get up, again...

We think don't know what we want, but we think we know what we DO NOT want... so when we finally get what we think we want... we stumble... and wonder if it really is what we want...

How am I doing? IDK... I think I finally got what I THOUGHT I wanted... and the silence is deafening...

But I did want it... now I just have to learn how to walk again, now that the wind isn't blowing... and appreciate what I have...

Be well! cool