Ok, today is a sad day. Some days I feel strong, then days like today hit. My S4's teacher approached me after school to find out what is going on because he is acting out so much. I didn't know what to say, my husband still doesn't want anyone to know until he actually moves. I tried to take my son on a date but he acted out the whole time we were at the restaurant.
I try to do my 180"s and act "as if" with my H around but I am so sad about what my kids are going through that I started crying in front of him tonight. I said that I feel so sad and divorce is against my morals. He didn't really respond to me at all, just went in the other room to start talking to S4. Now I feel like a fool who has the DB info but I can't seem to get it together and use it.
M 37, H 37 M 10, T 12 S 4 D 2 3/14/12 ILYBNILWY 4/2/12 H consults a L, files nothing 4/26/12 H moves to his new place
