thanks labug - seems like i'm doing the same - rough patches to realizations to the next rough patch

i'm excited, and nervous about the sale - over 5 years since i was "out there" with my work.

h offered to take some postcards and put them in the faculty mailboxes up at the university - can't decide if i should take up the offer or not. saying no - he will take it as me being mad at him for what he said - saying yes will be just letting go.

i just want to let go of the whole thing - just can't stand it anymore, all the second guessing, etc

you sound better from your last post - i'm glad.

we just keep standing up and keeping on going...

zig


me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"