Everwhere is walking distance if you have the time

[ClingingToHope]

Developer friend has space in his luxury suite for some foreign symphony this Saturday. Not really my thing, but I hate to turn down something free and new.

It's a date thing though so I texted Church-32 to see if she wants to go.

My head says she'll say no. My heart says she may say yes. Either way, it was time to see if anything different is developing.

Having to listen to a lot of inspirational stuff on the computer and at home to settle my brain. Girls have three public events over the next four weeks and the chance that I'll have to share the auditorium with XW and her BF is raising my anxiety level.

Back in a reduced energy state again. The little league baseball umpiring starts this weekend -- bonus -- and I'm very apprehensive for some reason. I think I'll be good at it, but at this point in life I hate to be in any drama so I'm not looking forward to snarky parents, coaches and players.

But I HAVE to do it. I really need the money. And the fact that I may work every single weekend that I don't have the girls is depressing me right now.

Sometimes it helps to look 10 years in the future and think that I'll be looking back on this time with wonder at how I got through it. But then I just look at the calendar and wonder how I'm going to get everything in.