I'm sorry for your situation. I know it's difficult. I don't have much for advice, but hang in there. You can control yourself and take a break from your thoughts. I find that in these tough times happiness becomes a choice. You can choose to take a break and be happy. smile

M34 W35
S5 S2
T10 M6
on/off over the years including her A
Recently-
Nov 2015 bomb
Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling
Feb bomb
March-April Reconciling
May - bomb
Mid-May I tell her I'm done