Hang in there someguy...reading through your story, I can relate and was also hit with the bombshell 'ILUBNILWU' a mere 4 weeks ago. There's an equally weird awkwardness around my house as well....little talk and when there is, it seems forced.
All you can do is focus on YOU, which I'm just now learning. Focus on the things that will make you a better YOU, and be an amazing dad for your son!
