i read through yours last night but didn't post either. i'm glad to see that you were able to say certain things to your w which were weighing on you - i'm beginning to get to a similar point, where i am not so concerned about "protecting" the situation any longer

yes we are all still standing - sometimes a bit wobbly but we are upright.
it's good to feel that way

hope you're having a wonderful day, and if you're not - then just start having one

zig


me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"