Wish I had found this post earlier. I keep trying to think the way you are Nemo- but I am lonely and lots of time for bad thoughts to creep in. I asked my husband to leave completely 2.5 weeks ago and haven't seen him since. He is living with his mother but I keep wondering if he is really there each night, especially on weekends.
Me-32 H-31 M-1yr, 9mos/T-6.5yrs No kids, 3 pets H estranged father passes away- 8/11 Bomb- 1/15/12 Began LRT- 4/1/12