Ok.... so, I have decided no matter what I say or do, or don't say or do, it will be the wrong thing.... guaranteed. Let me explain. Sunday H tells me he needs to get tires for his car, and didn't know if there was any money left from the tax return, but would appreciate it if there was, if I could contribute to paying for the tires, but he says I'm not "obligated to". I told him I would see what I could do.

So after a lot of thinking and praying and bouncing it off of a friend, I decided I would give him $100. I swung by the ATM on my way home from work, everything fine right. Yeah that's what I thought too.... nope wrong. That evening when I decided to give him the money he says to me, "Cash, why are you giving me cash?" I was truly confused. I said something to the effect of, did you want me to write you a check? He said something about putting it on a credit card, I asked him what he was talking about, still confused. He said I just don't know why you are giving me cash if this is the tax money. I said well it's coming out of the same account so does it really matter if it's cash or not? He was just really fixated on not taking MY money, it had to be the tax money. Then he took the money and put it on my dresser. He said you just hold onto it for all the groceries I have been eating. I told him I understood he wanted to pay me for groceries, but it wasn't necessary because he doesn't really eat that many of them. He said something else, I don't know what, and wasn't going to ask. I just kinda stood there in a shocked confusion. I feel like every time I am ready for the next strange thing he throws at me he throws me off.

I decided I just had to get out of the house so I grabbed some water, closed my door (see I can shut my door too), and called a friend to meet at the park.

I explained to my friend what had just happened while we played some disc golf (neither one of us are good, but it sure was fun!). While I was explaining it to her it occurred to me what he may have meant by putting it on a credit card, I think he wanted me to pay on the credit card bill. Which makes more sense then thinking he wanted me to pay by credit card, cause how would that work unless he has a card reader in his ass. lol

When I got home last night, I went to my room and minded my own business, with the door shut. I was watching some tv when there is a knock at the door, yep dear one, he wanted to let me know he thinks he fixed the toilet (it was acting up, whole gotta jiggle the handle thing). I looked at him and said ok. He said something else about it and all I said was ok. He got angry and said, "just nevermind!", and stormed off, slamming the door before I could say anything. I just went back to watching my show. Which brings me back to no matter what I do or do not say or do it is wrong.

At any rate, he is still securely lodged in crazy. On the up side he did not ruin my positive attitude yet. smile Any thoughts?