I wanted to add that I know my son Loves me and I know he knows whats right. BUT the fear he must have is awful. He is so scared of losing his dad. He knows I will be here. Son told someone that he hadnt talked to me for over 2 yrs. but they just didnt understand. I dont understand what he meant. I dont know how I can ever forgive my xh for doing this to our son but I know I have to find a way.